I cried today.
Situations change, not always for the better, but sometimes not for the worse. They just change, and emotions are released. Cold as it sounds, I cried, and felt nothing. I smiled at that. Not out of joy, but out of acceptance. Understanding my situation is terrifying, liberating, and freeing.
I said I'd go there today. I didn't. Other things came up, and I hope I am forgiven. I may not make it there for a few days. Situations beyond my control keep occurring. They'll understand or they won't.
It's how things go I guess. One day they go well, others...
...they just are.
