Changing Situations

I cried today.

Situations change, not always for the better, but sometimes not for the worse.  They just change, and emotions are released.  Cold as it sounds, I cried, and felt nothing.  I smiled at that.  Not out of joy, but out of acceptance.  Understanding my situation is terrifying, liberating, and freeing.

I said I'd go there today.  I didn't.  Other things came up, and I hope I am forgiven.  I may not make it there for a few days.  Situations beyond my control keep occurring.  They'll understand or they won't.

It's how things go I guess.  One day they go well, others...

...they just are.

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I smiled.  It didn't last long.

The future.  I hardly think about it, but I did yesterday.  Unexpectedly.  I spoke with her.  Nervous at first, truly nervous, but it got better.  Far better.  Not sure if it's real or not.  Situation is changing too rapidly.  Too many variables.

I guess I will simply have to go where the path takes me.  That's all I can ever do.  Situations...

...changing...
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It's too quiet.